I miss you..

I really miss Mr. A ! Where are you dude. Don't you miss me ? Please came back to my life. Only you can make my life better better and better. I try so hard to be with you. Its my fault when I left you just like that. You never break my heart. You always here when I need you. I really appreciate you. Now I promise that, I won't leave you again ! Because only you I love until the end :')

Day by day..

Its better when I do my own life. I don't want repeat my old life back. Stop chasing you and try to be nice. Now its time for me to move foward and focus too my life. I don't even care if my life is full of lifeless person. As long I didn't bother as long that I will keep it. Even its hurt but I must try. Because this is fact of life ! No one can run on this situation :')

Suddenly...

Suddenly I miss you. Not suddenly actually. Every single day I message you that I miss you. Same word I hear from you. I try to explain what I wanna said, but you won't listened it ! Please understand that I really miss you so badly :'( I miss when you call me bie, I love you too much, I miss you ! I wish I can turn back the time. But unfortunately I can't.. 2 years I've being waiting you. Waiting your call and also your message. I miss your voice, your laugh, your hands around me, your hug and also your kiss. I miss everything about you ! Please... Please give me a chance ! I'm tired when you not there for me :'(

Life Must Go On...

I'm done chasing you ! Tired babe, seriously I'm tired. You never listen to me. You suppose to respect me ! You blame like all this is my fault. I hope you get what you and will be someday you appreciate me. Thank you :')

EMPTY !

My life full of tears and broken heart. You never understand me. What happen with 20th / 8 / 2013 ? Shes push me away. Shes yelling at me. I try to help her ? now she gave me this. Only Allah know what I feel. I never show my mad attitude to her. Because I'm tired when shes falling down. I understand her condition. Whatever love come to my life is fake actually. Now the lesson learned, I'm scared to falling love anymore. I don't know who I am anymore. My mind always think that I'm loser. YES I AM LOSER NOW ! Leave me alone. Don't find me anymore. This you want. You never understand my feelings ! You always mad at me without think. Now I let you go. Even this hurt me but I still stick with my plan. This is not choice from my heart, this plan come from my mind. My mind say I should let her go. But my heart say I can't.. Hm I'm done ! Ending with tears :'(

I lost my feelings

I wanna forget about the past. I wish I have a super duper power to be strong enough. Unfortunately I can't. I'm just a normal person. How can I start a new life when she's always play in my mind ! All this time I only got a fake love a fake attitude. I woke up in the morning and wish she text me. God help me please ! I have no one in this life hmm

MOVE ON...

I didn't ask this to happen in my life. Now you're gone. You make me suffering of your attitude. My mistakes when I give you to much hopping. This problems happen in a year 2011.. I wish I can forget about her and try to be a good person.